yawns again~

today work was as normal.
more phone calls for today.
calls until my bottle of water is empty!
some customers very rude but i need torralate.
they even can hang my phone without letting me know!
so angry lor.
some more say me bad stuffs!
eeek..
but i like calling customers.
some will make me smile but some nt.
i really hate sotting of papers actually.
it make me sleep.
everyday doing that really make me sick!
oh man~ when i can stop doing that and do data entry?
hais.
pay day will be on august ~ thats long!

ishi came in to my mind during working.
just cant stop think of him.
i really miss him alot.
imagine calling a company so similiar to his name. "ohishi"
oh man. i gotta call this company today.
mind filled with his images while talking to the customer.
yapps. you are really missed by me alot!
i just dunno how say the feeling.
alot of memories pop out when i think of you.
those words you said and those actions you do before.
all just appear in my brain again.
how i wish you are still around.
hais~=(
i know you gave me this job.
i dunno how am i going to thanks you.
thats my dream and you helped me.
i promise to torralate this job no matter wat happen.
i wont make you upset about me.
i hope i can stay long for this career.
a big thank you to u dude!
misses you lots~


Yawns~ Sleeping soon.
tml work again le.
i must torralate!
eeeeeeeeeee....

today wake up quite early accompany my parents for shopping.
went giant and ikea again!
bought alot of things!
blah blah blah~~~
nap again for the whole afternoon!
too tired!

i dreamt of you again dude!
so glad.=)
u are missed by me!
smile always~

ying and yu! i miss you both!
meet up soon yah?



I am tired~
yawns.

today nap the whole afternoon!
around 6 plus den went out with mum to ikea!
oh yea. so bored actually going there.
bored nth home except foods!
greedy me!
ate two plates of roasted duck mee!
wow~

one year really pass so fast.
today was your english 1 year!
actually did plan visit you today with mum but changed my mind den.
due to some reason bah. i guess you know de.
hmmm..
i will visit you whenever i free.
nowadays must work on weekdays so mostly weekend den free.
i really miss you alot!
watched some videos of you in youtubes.
your smiles and your singing~
argh!
sometimes i telling myself that you are still around.
we are just unfated to meet each other on streets.
i guess i think too much le.
hais.
take care dude!
=)



Yawns~
i am sleepy!

Today reach office so early that i started reading newspaper to occupy my time.
onces 9am i gonna start work!
doing some calling again.
i just loves to call customers.
time passed very fast everytime.
simply hate to do paper work.
make me dozed off easily.
argh~
when den i do data entry?
maybe still long way for me to do that.
sadded.

i seems dead when reached home.
dozed off till 8 plus as i need eat my dinner.
tml and sunday off!
wee~
sleep till siao.
maybe tml going steam my hair.
yawns~

To:Yiing and YunYu
hey twinnys, do meet up soon!
wan watch 10 promises to my dog?
date me out if u both wan k?
misses wild wild wet trip. =(
lets go again k?
Ular-Lah! i miss that lots!


Phew~ so tired.
going my dreamland after this entry.

today was my first day of work.
seems interesting as i dun feel sleepy at all.
maybe because too many things for me to do.
early in the morning, me helping up to call up some company to let them know their incoming funds.
some company incharge make me smile after they pick up my calls.
tml will be calling more companys again.
had lunch with 3 colleagues.
cant remember their names bleahs!
after lunch went back back to continue calling to other company.
after that i was ask to sotting of papers till end of work.
simply loves this job but i need to torralate of the lacking of sleepness.
i get sleepy easily.
argh~

yesterday went wild wild wet with ying, yunyu and jiakang.
we did enjoyed the day!
i missed ular-lah.
we played that for at least 5 times.
headed to playground for some children slides.
the heavy impact of the big pail of waters making us so pain!
swimming at the shiok river and tsunami was great!
the skyrider was too scary for me.
will nt sit that again!
hey twinnys, do meet up soon yah.
will miss u two de!
loves yah~

yesterday was also my bro bday.
happy belated birthday to you.
may wishes come true.
freedom 21~
so good!




I am soooooooooooo HAPPY!
my dream really come true.
bank industries i am coming~
wee~
thursday start work le.
quite fast actually.
hmm.
JiaYous Pearl~
thanks you dude for blessing me yah.
miss you always~

Yea!
tml going wild wild wet with my twinnys and jiakang.
must really enjoy my last day of holiday for me.
after work le nt much time go out with u all le.
will miss u gals de.
maybe find sometime after work meet you all.
cya tml twinnys!

maybe my past entry had some misunderstanding.
i saying myself uselss.
lost 3 important things in my life.
now i found back my wealth.
i would wan more family loves.
friends would be back to me.
argh~

Oh yea~ Chicken wings. Jt favourite. OPPS!

Bro's Bday cake. but today nt his bday yet. hahas.

Guess how we pass time? yea by playing this trolly around. kiddy us.

Having another bbq soon.

Time quite fast today due to watching of videos in tudou.
tian tang lai de hai zi~
i going watch finish le.
chiong ar~
some parts make me cry.
tears in my eyes.
i just wonder how the last part will be.
i may cry till using tissue papers.

i feel that frens within me are getting further and further.
am i really a person that people hate?
i am so curious to know this ans.
anyone can tell me.
how come my frens are getting further and further?
i know myself that wat i speak maybe hurtful.
but whenever i wan to apologize is just rather too late or i dont meant to be forgiven.
now, god is punishing me i guess.
god making me left with nothing.
even a shell for me to hide to cry also dun have.
no one can understand how i feel.
the god dun let me work, frens getting further from me, nagging from family daily.
how am i going to live on with this 3 important things.
i need frens, family and job.
who can help me.
i guess no one.
i am always in a dark room alone.
no one care about me.
thats my retribution bah i guess.
no family loves, no frens and no wealth.
i just wonder how am i going live on.
why must i have retribution?
wat did i done?
god can u pls tell me.
i enough of going interviews le.
is just wasting my money and time.
i almost giving up.
when den i can work?
i really hate my family nagging at me.
i am nothing in my family.
i am useless, ugly, watever.
i am willng to work and learn but no one bother to hire me.
the pain of being reject really hurts.
no one understand the pain i had.
now frenships giving me problem again.
why god taking my frens away from me.
why?????
i want to know the ans!
i had enough of everything!
i wan time to turn back.
i wan replanish everything that i had done.
i wan Ishi to be back. at least he can make me smile in my darkness room.
i wan all my frens to be back to me.
i wan to pass all my interviews.
i wan my family to be proud of me.
i wan to study higher nitec!
can really all this be back?
i guess i am just dreaming~
hais.


As wat i said yesterday, i went for that interview.
no news from agent yet.
really hope it may success.
dude pls bless me.
i want that job!
thats my dream.

kinda no mood now.
saw something that make me mood down.
i cant bare to lose such a fren just because of this.
pls tell me wat i am to u.
i just wanna know.
hais~








Today went for a bank interview.
i guess i am late for 5 mins.
the interview was quite smooth.
at first the lady today me that they will contact me again within 2 weeks.
but while i am taking a nap in the afternoon, the agent call me and say that tml the boss wanna see me.
weee...
jiayou Pearlyn!
give a best shot tml!

hey dude,
i know u are blessing me.
really thanks you alot.
but could u bless me tml again?
i really hope can get this job!
i love bank industries.
thats my dream!
lots of misses~



decided to post this 2 pic up.
found from someone blog.
nt gg mention her name.
sorry if u saw my blog.
just wanna share it here.






Thats for u 'Ishi'.

A year had past.
i am missing u so badly.
sometimes i do wish that u are still with us.
you always brighten up my day whenever we met each other.
your smiles and jokes are unforgettable.
i really miss going to your dance lessons.
although i only attend your lesson for a month but i really enjoyed alot.
if u were still around, i guess i will be still in studiowu.
quitted sw since last dec.
i will go back to dance i promise but it will be another studio.
1 year ago, i had been crying at tampines when i saw the newspapers.
argh~sadden.
next day going back dance class.
everyone eyes were swollen.
not all of us gt the mood to dance but andy trying cheer us up.
1 year really past so fast!
do put on your smile everywhere u are nw.
u are missed by me.
today engmui,yinghong and me bought a cd player and a game player for you.
hope u like it. =)
we missed your prayer in the morning.
so sorry cause we dunno about it until your parents told us.
i promise to visit you when i am free.
lots of misses~


I am at home again for the whole day.
having a headache for the whole afternoon.
manage to take a nap but my head still aching.
watch superband video tapes again.
this year superband there is a grp who are my dance mates in Andy's class.
actually i didnt know is them until Andy told me that they are in the 16.
anyway, jiayous even though we dont know each other well.

i wan a bigger room!
my furniture dun suit my room design!
argh~

tml going visit Ishi.
a year has past in chinese calendar.
i miss you lots.
always put on your smile everywhere you are.
RESPECT!





I am just so lazy to blog.
forcing myself to blog finish this entry before going to my dreamland.

today, went out with my family to vivo city for lunch!
BA GU TEI!
yummy~
after that went plaza singapura with mum.
wah there alot of people.
especially starhub shop.
siao de!
went home around 4 plus.
my mum and i were rushing up the train and we didnt realise wq was beside us.
lols.
reach home around 5 plus.
i am deadly asleep on my sofa!
too tired as i didnt sleep well last nite.
slept for few hours only.
gg sleep soon.
if nt later cant sleep well again.

Soul had lent their voice for sichuan earthquake cd single.
will be release on 25 june.
heard that there were be autograph session.
so cool man,
long time never give soul autograph le.
i miss the day when superband having autograph session at far east.
very lst time on stage giving them sign my disc.
hmm.
thats memories bah.






Andy 2008-06-13 超级星光大道第三季PK






In the morning, my parents and i went airport to fetch my bro.
yap. he was back!
i may need to torralate his nagging!
quite sad for that guy who pass away at brunei while training.
heard from bro that the guy actual reaching his destination soon but he fainted.
hmm..
rest in peace!

went ikea for breakfast after that.
finally bought my red curtains!
nt yet put up yet in my room. argh~
simply loves red.
how i wish i could paint my room red!
hmm..i guess my wish will nt come true.
dun really know why i like red out of sudden.
maybe because of AWI?
wat things that i wan must be red in colour?
.walls
.hp G900
.computer
.cupboard and drawers
.bed
.tv
i guess i think too much le.
how can a tv and computer be red?
unless gt $$ den can ask people D.I.Y.
craps!
i am desperate for a red phone.
black phone really turn hot dam easily.
but black phone can hide from dark.
hmm..

i think tml gg do treatment for my hair.
turning hard again.
dont wish to be back like last time.
harden hair is ugly!
eeeeek.
waking up early tml again!
yawns~







I am home alone today!
never even went out.
watched videos and played audition to spend my time at home.
quite bored although. hmm...

tml bro is back.
gg fetch him from airport.
once he is back, he will nag me till mad!
hate that feeling!
argh~

ying, cheer up seh!
i dun like hear/see u sad sad de.
i want u to be back to cheerful and lame side of u.
really hate to know u having quarrel cause u will be sad sad de.
argh!




My blog seems quite again.
very lazy to blog some times.

today meet up with wanying, yunyu and jiakang for breakfast at techview.
after that went ying house to accomapny her for something.
left her house at 3pm to go home for audition with her.
play till 5 plus go meet mum.
before that go fetch ying de ahmei from school.
meet mum go ikea shop shop.
we like regular customer at there.
1 month can go alot of times.
siao de.
reach home at 9 plus.

yap. gg for audition later. wan chiong dens!
huat ar!
home alone tml ba!

saturday going fetch bro from airport.
just now heard news said that brunei gt one guy pass away when training.
i guess it was from my bro group de.
so scary.
shocked my mum!
so worry for my bro.
lucky he called mum just nw.
otherwise we will be mad when we see the news!
hmmm...

Name:Pearlyn
Job:The Bank of Tokyo-Mitsubishi Ltd(money transfer department)
Age:19
Birthday: 11 jan 1990
status:Single
Likes :My family,my lovely bro and sis,my friends.
Hates :betrayers,bastards,fuckers,bitches.
Respects:Ishi Lau Gek How
Email:Pearlyn_ho@hotmail.com








-meet him in my next life!
-private studying in business and financial/ banking
-private studying in tourism course as tour guide
-get in to perm staff at bank of tokyo!
-slim down my fats!
-hope to be a bank teller
-go Malaysia for shopping
-contact lens
-more boyfriend tee!
-more baggy pants/skinny jeans
-more necklaces
-sandals/slipper/shoes
-holiday trip on the cruise
-More A CASH FOR AUDITION!
-go back to dance class in other studio!
-Guitar lesson
-new handphone!



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