Wednesday, 30 April 2008
Out of the sudden, i feel like blogging.
just wanna say out my thoughts.
i just dun understand wat my heart really thinking.
going so piss off nw!
feel like shouting out loud~ but i cant.
anyone willing be my listener?
i guess no one bah.
i am very sensitive with words/sentences which people written.
i will always think that they are sure writting about me.
just really had that kind of feeling.
some frens ask me dun think so much and telling me that maybe those words/sentences nt refering to me?
yapps. maybe nt. but i really chose to believe they are refering to me.
no one understand this kind of feelings.
can i really shout out this feeling of mine?
really had enough of it!
PLEASE STOP CAN?
Argh~
i cant really breathe well whenever this situation occur to me.
sometimes frens encourage me nt to think so that much but this feeling will always be with me. is so hard for me to get rid!
i guess i going mad one day just because of this!
really enough le. STOP~
if u all wan say bad about me or watever, do come to me and say.
i really dun wan make myself guessing about it.
Holding my tears~
no one can understand me.
That why i am MRSLONELY~
always alone in a dark room.
no one willing to be my listener.
everything are kept in my heart.
no one know it.
hais.
everything comes to an end at 12:39 pm.
Tuesday, 29 April 2008
My blog is dead again~
cannot be blamed!
last saturday went out to celebrate yenyen bday!
hope u enjoyed yourself yah?
hees.
we crapping wherever we go.
i bought one boyfriend tee!
yipee~
we had our dinner at Hong kong cafe!
loves that place!
we had our total bill of $86.30!
something funny happen when we wanna pay for our bills!
whenever we watch tv programmes, those actors will always use their credit card to pay something and in the end the shop owner will tell them that their card cant be traced.
we had this incident on us!
hahas. all of us were shock!
i will upload some of the pics we took when i get it all from my friends!
yesterday went out with mum.
bought another boyfriend tee and 2 little miss tee.
blah blah blah~
later dunno still meeting ying not. she end school at 3pm and when she reach home is already 4pm le.
let me wait for her reply~
hey dude~
i dreamt of u again last night.
i dunno what u wanna tell me, but the image of you seems weird.
i kinda miss u!
long time never go visit u but i think u know the reason of it.
so sorries~
everything comes to an end at 5:11 am.
Saturday, 26 April 2008
My blog seems dead again~
cant be blamed!
HAPPY Advance BIRTHDAY TO YENYEN~
may wishes come true~
finally 18 le!
next time your turn book chalet ar!
hees~
hope u will your day with us tml~
I am addicted to MRWEIWEI~
SHUAI GE~
everything comes to an end at 1:32 am.
Sunday, 20 April 2008
My Blog seems dead again!
Bleahs! Cant be blamed!
Today went out with my family!
went to amk hub eat pepper lunch!
kinda ex!
after that me and mum went shopping.
we reach home around 2 plus.
Recently i watching a taiwan drama call dou nu yao bu yao!
nice show!
worth to watch!
nw onli at ep 7 if i nt wrong.
later going continue watching it le!
I just wonder isit god wan me to be back with them again?
after wat i blog in my last entry, i dreamt of them again!
everytime the dream is about i apologize to them and be friends again.
why always dreamt of them?
i also dun worth them anything in their lives!
in my dreams, we are always very happy when we turn back to be friends.
but in real life, i guess it wouldnt happen.
i really had nth to add on.
lets god decide for me.
Zilian-ing~ 
everything comes to an end at 2:55 pm.
Thursday, 17 April 2008
My desktop had gone to the hospital.
The doctor told me that he need my desktop to stay over due to secious illness.
My desktop need new spare parts to live on.
I hope the doctor could find the spare parts soon as i dun wish that my desktop to leave me.
waiting for a good news from the doctor.
I just wonder why i kept dreaming about them?
are they really so important to me?
without them i really cant live?
they are my good friends onces but now we became enemies.
i did apologize to them for my mistakes but they refuse to be friends with me again.
i think i am not important to them so without me in their life is alrights with them.
i kept dreaming that i apologize to them and be friends back with them.
i guess that this is impossible for it to be real.
let all fate decide.
if we are fated to be together, we be friends like the past.
everything comes to an end at 2:24 pm.
Saturday, 12 April 2008
I am back blogging in this blog!
kinda dead for weeks!
busy finding job till now!
next monday having another interview at Jalan Afifi.
hope can sucess! hate the feeling that after going an interview but no news after that. really sick of it le!
i need money!
alot of stuff coming up in my life need money.
i dun understand why i need go for so many interviews den i can get the job but my others friends just no need to go any interview and can get the job so easily? sadded.
the more i go for interview i feel that my chances of getting it is lesser.
lets god decide for me on next monday.
Ishi lau, i am missing u badly!
u are in my dream again.
dancing together with the others guys on the stage.
miss those times u all were on stage performing together.
i finally saw your unforgettable smile again.
whenever i saw your smile, it will always brighten up my day with happiness.
i really wish that time could turn back.
turn back to those days we were at mediacorp, studiowu,gathering.
all those times are times that u brighten up my days!
for now, we only can meet each other in my dreamland.
u are forever living in my heart.
ishi, i did promise u that i would learn dancing as long as i could but now i had stop learning dancing.
i promise to go back dance when i have the money to pay up my fees.
i also thinking to learn dance at another school for achieving certs.
i really miss dancing!
especially your dance lesson.=(
everything comes to an end at 12:24 pm.
