Friday, 20 July 2007
I noe that all of u blaming me.
think that i am childish.
yea. just a photo why must i angry for that.
actually,i am just using that period of time to force out my anger.
i am angry with her.
smsing her in the morning but no reply till the afternoon.
worrying for her but in the end she say that there is nth to reply me.
fired after that.
why god make me concern about people?
after concerning i end up losing them.
i dun understand why they treat stephanie and her cousin as outsiders?
they r my frens why i cant tell them my feeling.
i had enough.
i just wonder whether they treat me as true friend not?
ya may be they r but to me i feel that i am left out among them.
when i qurrel with them, i am always to apologize first.
dun u think i am silly?
i had no choice just wanted to remain our friendship.
my frens said that i am too soft-hearted. yap agreed.
i noe that now they hate me!
all wanted to end their life.
u guys dun appreciate me as your frens.
may be u all think without me never mind.
but among u all will u all concern each other?
i concern for u all de work and studies and now????
wat i benefit is nth but losing them.
cried out again at tampines.
i feel like hugging him when i am hurt.
everything comes to an end at 1:24 pm.
